Showing posts with label Mind. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mind. Show all posts

Friday

Not Just Another Haunting


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(26 Oct 2012 –
What are some of the Ghosts that intrude into your thoughts and dreams and reality?
 
For some the Ghosts are Fears from our past – memories of difficult moments when Life was not within our control.
 
Then there are the Fears of our present – when circumstances seem more than one can endure.
 
Even more challenging are the Fears for our future – where any Hope is threatened for personal safety, health and independence, financial security, emotional fulfillment, and faith in God.
 
Our peace of mind is threatened by our Fears – as much or more than the Ghosts and Horrors in Halloween Stories.
 
The Demons (ghosts) that traverse (haunt) our Thoughts (corridors of our brain) begin with our birth and continue throughout our life until death's end. 
 
One may feel alone and vulnerable when faced with the terrors and Fears that confront our body and mind.
 
Especially during periods of loss and grief, our emotional and mental capacity is stretched almost beyond endurance -- Tears and Fears run rampant.
 
In a sense, this is a period of mental distress (mental illness, insanity), where Life may seem unfair, without hope, over whelming, and not worth the next breath.  Where the external 'Ghosts' are put to the pale by the internal Ghosts that confront us.
 
Some may not find their way through this period, this labyrinth, without the loving support of a 'host' of family, friends, and prayers.
 
Dorothy Hazel Tarr)



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Below is Poem #670, written by my maternal Cousin Emily Elizabeth Dickinson (born 10 Dec 1830 – died 15 May 1886 at age 56).  Emily uses metaphor to examine the "mind" and likens it as the residence of our Fears.  Emily penned this poem while living in Massachusetts, during the uncertain and chaotic days following the American Civil War 1861-1865.  She was confronted with illness and emotional turmoil within her home (parents, siblings, and herself) from early life through death's end of family, friends, and herself.  Her Life was full of challenges—overwhelming in their singularity and solitudity.
 

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[By Emily Elizabeth Dickinson – Poem #670]
 
One need not be a Chamber -- to be Haunted --
One need not be a House --
The Brain has Corridors -- surpassing
Material Place --
 
Far safer, of a Midnight Meeting
External Ghost
Than its interior Confronting --
That Cooler Host.
 
Far safer, through an Abbey gallop,
The Stones a'chase --
Than Unarmed, one's a'self encounter --
In lonesome Place --
 
Ourself behind ourself, concealed --
Should startle most --
Assassin hid in our Apartment
Be Horror's least.
 
The Body -- borrows a Revolver --
He bolts the Door --
O'erlooking a superior spectre --
Or More – 

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IN MY MIND – IN MY HEART

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(Jan 2012 – Even happy choices have their sacrifices.  There is a place where Dreams and Reality touch and become as one – a place of complete happiness, a place of harmony in one's Life and aspirations, the heaven of Home and Hearth, contentment of domestic Family living, passion, and Love of a spouse, a well of contentment and feeling safe and secure in the bosom of a Family.  Where is there a place where Dreams and Reality touch – with A Family of my own to cherish and to Love and be Loved by?  Only in my Mind  -–  Only in my Heart.  dht)

How easy it is to let my Mind slip into a fictional Life – where there is a Loving Spouse, Children, and Family -- such are my Day Dreams and Wishful thinking.

Just a Place in my Heart where one can go for a Time – but not for long for the Pain is too intense on the return to reality – my reality!

Love is a rare and precious thing.  Not everyone gets a chance at Love.  Those few that do, have no guarantee it will be lasting.  For some Love will have to wait another day for another reality!

[Dorothy Hazel Tarr – 2012]


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MY HEART'S ABODE

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(Friday, February 18, 2011 --    How quickly one's mood swings on Life's pendulum where memories of yesterday bring a misty veil to the eye and sorrow of regret to the Heart.  Then a smile, a kind word, a thoughtful gesture tilt the pendulum  and joy fills the Spirit and lightens the burdens of a heavy Heart.  dht)

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Whence yesterday dwelled within, a tale of woe
Where familiar depths, an oft'd washed valley of tears
Where life's essence, a camouflage of passion's malaise
Where a heart chained, a cloak's regret
Where laughter's kiss, a poignant foible
Where spirits sag, a sad intrusion
Where doubts confound, a confidence tried
Where comforts refuge, a heavy departure
Where shifting days, a joie de vivre (a certain love for life)

How the years sped, as on fleeting wings
How bittersweet smile, as lips curve in memory
How shattered dreams, a pathway borders
How affection's crumb, an infrequent touch stone
How spectator's lassitude, a day's perfection

Then Suddenly perspective tilts,
Then Winter's regrets, now replaced by summer' promises
Then vagueness escapes, as senses awaken
Then birdsong boast, as sorrow takes flight
Then bees flirt on blossom's scent, as fears escape
Then rose buds unfold to sun's kiss, as loneliness departs
Then soft breezes whisper in tree boughs, as hugs not offered are forgotten
Then my heart soars in praise, as dawns such a beautiful day
Then tall grasses dance, as to wind's waltz
Then humming birds perform, as aerials on blossom bow'r

AND, Then somehow the beauty of the garden infiltrated my soul.
AND, the mystical journey of my life is paved with the flowers of my hopes to the Camelot of my dreams.
AND, My Life suddenly is full of light, warmth, beauty, bird song, soft breezes, smiling faces, potential, dreams, rainbows, courage, joy, and poetry.


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